My second son and baby! The day still seems so real but yet May 14 will be 3 years since you left us! I will never hear again “Momma it’s your baby boy” or see that heart melting smile, or those beautiful baby blue eyes! I never got to say goodbye, nor hold you 1 more time. The only thing that eases my momma’s heart is I know you no longer suffer from your demons. It’s hard to explain to your baby brother that God saw your suffering and took you home. He just keeps saying God should have saved you. I know your time on this earth was done, and you are free now! I will be forever grateful God chose me to be your momma❤️ I miss and love you more than you will ever know😭

Wish y’all knew how much of an impact on us y’all had. Wish you were still here making music and memories. Love love love ya both.

To my brother pretty much my twin as the world always said you was me as a guy I was you as a girl lol I can’t believe this shit September feels like last week I miss you so much i hate how I can’t takente back. You will always be the best hopper football player baseball your talents handsome face and smile will never go forgotten I wish I could hear you saying “hey sis”!”wyd”? And see your tall ass come around the corner I can’t believe this is real life brother! I wish I could talk to you and tell you I love you one more time even tho I had just told you a hour before I found out something was wrong with you! Ima keep your name alive as long as I’m here! Love you bro! Till my casket drops and I see you again!!

My life suddenly lost all light the day my son was taken from this life. It’s been 7 years since that tragic day, but I still relive the pain every day. I love you my sweet son. I will see you again one day real soon.

Fly high sweet son if mine.

I couldn’t have asked for a better big brother or a better god father to my son , you had a personality like well mine ahaha , you will forever be my best friend , every time I hear an Eminem song or “leather so soft” by lil Wayne I automatically think of & miss you , until we meet again big bro , just watch over Matthew , we love & miss you more than you could Ever imagine.

Trevor, It’s been 285 days since I last saw you. I have not been the same since that day. There is not a day that goes by when I do not think of you; I remember your goofy laughter and your little jokes. You coming over and raiding my fridge. Laying on my bed with Velcro, watching TV. Working on your climbing moves on the big cedar in the backyard. Brianna Kristine sometimes comes and hangs out with me. We laugh at the rotating frame on the kitchen window, featuring pictures of you cliff-jumping, doing backflips, and loving life. Then the golf pictures come up, and you look so happy! I am not sure why you went back one more time to what almost destroyed you before. Over 3 years free from the barbed wire chain of drugs. Perhaps it’s when you were rushed to the hospital with a severe kidney stone and they gave you opiates. The medic called me after arriving at your place, as you had insisted they let me know. He told me that you were bleeding a lot and that they thought you had hurt yourself. I know you were in a LOT of pain, but perhaps that brought back some of the memories of drugs being fun at one time. I pray that you are at peace and that you can see down, and that you know that you have impacted so many! I love you Trevor. I miss you 💔🫶