October 3rd, 2022.. will forever be the worst day of my life.. There was so many things we needed to do together.. so many things to talk about… So many ” i love you too” you needed to say.. Kainen, I miss you so much.. they say grief is love with no where to go, that’s why it hurts so bad.. I believe that because only all the love I never got to give you and still have for you could cause this much pain..
I’m trying to be happy, because I know you would want that, and I’m going to do all the things we were supposed to do together, and I’m going to do them all like you’re right there, and even though you will be, I mean I’m going to do them as if you’re actually psychically there… I love you…