I love you and miss you so much my beautiful precious princess queen 🙁 losing you was the worst thing that happened to me and having to learn to live without you has been the biggest challenge that I have ever gone through. I know that I was never the best mother but I know in my heart and soul that when I sobered up that I was the best mother a kid can ask for. I know we didn’t see eye to eye with a lot of decision making and sometimes my mother decisions upset you and made you upset with me and I have to live with that every day, I hope that you know that no matter what I loved you with everything i got. I dream about you and your upset with me in my dreams for not being there for a time period when I was so lost myself and I am deeply sorry for that my baby. I need to forgive myself for a lot of things and most of all I pray that you were able to forgive me to. I love you my Abeni Mary Agnes Sharon Forsythe, with all my heart and all my soul and with everything I got. Soon I will be letting your ashes go, and i think that will be one of the hardest days of my life but it needs to be done so you can rest easy my baby. I miss you calling me mama, I miss your cute little fingers in my hair or helping me scratch an itch on my back, I miss your hugs and I miss your thoughtfulness and kindness towards absolutely everyone. I miss everything about you my baby and I wish that you never left so soon because you were supposed to take care of me when I grew old 🙁

8/11/22 The day our hearts shattered, and the world changed as we knew it. You will always be in our hearts forever.

Overdosed in 2023 still isn’t easy

I miss you. I hate how your story ended. I wish you had more time to fight and find happiness outside of drugs. You deserved more out of life. You had so much to offer.

I look for you everywhere, but I’m always disappointed. It’s hard to accept I may never find a bond like ours again.

Thank you for helping me become a better version of myself. You had many flaws, but you were always rooting for me. I hope you know I was always rooting for you too.

RIP my sweets

You will always be remembered.
You will always be here.

To my forever Big brother. Though I have outlived you by 18 years in my mind and heart you will forever be my Big Brother. I am so sorry that this evil thing called addiction, took over in a way you felt there was no way back from. Me being and addict in recovery, can never wrap my head around why I am still here. When you like many many other were not so lucky. It’s so unfair. My entire world changed the day you left. This world would be so much better if you were still here, our lives would be so much happier. In the 29 short years you were in this world in my eyes you lived so much and did so much, even though life knocked you down several times, you still found a way to bring so many people happiness. I am proud and lucky to have had such an amazing big brother that always protected me since the day I was born. I have so many good memories of you. I only wish you were still here because I know a million more good memories would have followed. This Tribute is to you and the life you lived, the smiles and laughter you brought to myself and many other. I Love you so much. I hope you are now free of all your pain. I feel you watching over me. Until we meet again in heaven above. God Rest your soul.
You are forever 29 but forever my Big Brother!!